Meet Me On The Equinox – Death Cab For Cutie (OFFICIAL NEW MOON MUSIC VIDEO) *HQ*

ok, so i know i’ve mentioned this everywhere my emotions are available online (facebook, twitter, eharmony…jk!) …but, on a whim i watched twilight for the first time last weekend and have since found myself thinking about it ALL THE TIME. wait…before i say any more let me state that i don’t believe the movie, as a whole, was that earthshattering. at the end of the flick i didn’t stand up and applaud “well done, well done!” while i really enjoyed it, if you look at it from the script’s point-of-view, well, it was kind of…simple, and other times the movie was just unintentionally funny. i mean, those scenes where rpat is running extra fast? the baseball stuff? …the makeup (their faces and necks were two different colors!)

kinda ridiculous. someone on set should have been fired.

but, there’s just something so moving about raw intensity, passion and love that….wow, i don’t know, it was just spot on in this movie. i felt it! even months and months and months behind schedule with viewing this movie, i finally got it. so this is why people are obsessed with rpat and bella.

lets be honest though – it’s been done before – a la the notebook, where you can just feel the chemistry and attraction between the two lovebirds…but the difference with twilight is that it has vampires (sexy!) and is much shorter (thank you jesus). plus there’s something internally significant about seeing a strong sense of family. that vampire fam is as thick as thieves! it struck home a little bit. and i also loved rpat’s role in protecting bella and being like…welp, we’re together for life now and nothing will ever harm you. yes!

I LOVE THAT.

great movie. and i realized new moon is coming out soon…perfect timing, i’m so fresh off the high!…but if you know me you know that i won’t be at the theaters on opening day. nuhuh, homey don’t do frenzied crowds, especially those consisting of teenage girls. (i did it once for an american idol concert and that’s a mistake you make only once.)

anyway, im not anywhere close to the batshit insanity other twilighters exhibit…but after the hysteria calms i will see it over thanksgiving weekend and will happily go through the emotions all over again.

i’m single, what do i have to lose? beats eharmony.

long story short: i’m pretty much obsessed with all things twilight and will be scouring the internet for mall appearances where the new moon cast will be appearing.

jk.

or am i? today i watched twilight for the second time, not even 24 hours since the first time i viewed it. my excuse being that the second time i watched the movie it was with my mom. and she’s normally a hard sell (aka she always falls asleep not even 20 minutes into a movie, regardless of content, just like yours truly) but she too managed to stay awake the whole time and was completely caught up in this shizz. so don’t judge me!

AM I ONE OF THOSE FREAK TWILIGHT PEOPLE NOW??? you know, the ones you see on tv that FLIP SHIT about all things rpat and twilight and vampirish?

i just might be. oops!

GUILTY! lock me up.